Today Tomorrow and Yesterday

In determining one path I choose that path. I choose the path because that is the path I choose. Sounding simple in my logic. Once again flying on my carpet made of magic. Notice today and tomorrow I remember yesterday. Yesterday was today and tomorrow is today. Simplicity written and confusion in my mind. Back tomorrow on the path I choose because the choice I made today is the path of which I find. Indeed I can choose again tomorrow but I chose today and tomorrow I follow the path. Simple yet not simple as one and one make two but you and me make one and how is that for math. A path parting sand today and tomorrow parting sea. A day of today and a day of yesterday which adds to my day of tomorrow just for me. Parting the sea and sand is such great sorrow. I float today as I did yesterday and will again tomorrow. I do this today and tomorrow and continue on my way. I find my way tomorrow and today as I chose the path I set yesterday. In determining the path of tomorrow I chose it yesterday and I abide by it today. One thing though, with all this confusion I hope I do not trip on my way.

Despite

Despite what is, despite what is not. Despite the sweat I feel not the hot. Inevitably I feel the moon as it pulls. Inevitably I am the sea and the tide. It is what is trapped inside. I am pulled by the universe’s creation. I am intrigued by the changing times and the recent direction. Indeed it is intriguing and after all many agree. Despite the inevitability within what I know is me. Once upon a time it was I who sailed the sea. Once upon that same time on my boat it was the wind that accompanied me. Against the tide I fought at first however through my discovery I learned that the tide can assist me in my future. Realization… Determination… Rejuvenation… Sun beats down on my shoulders and rain washes the worry away. I dance in the droplets and allow them to soak my skin. In order to feel the inevitability I feel the droplets on my face… on my skin… on my mind… Despite the rain, despite the sun I continue. I stretch out my arms to absorb. I stretch out my mind to understand. I stretch out my arms… I stretch out my mind… From the past to my present I see what it is. I can be what it was. I dream of what can be. I am inescapably me. Within a certain level of illusion I see time but not in a physical form. I feel the time contained in what is described as the norm. May the days of yore teach me of what the future has in store.

Mermaid

Despite the rain I comb the beach

I search for the mermaid that is willing to teach
A mermaid to complete my one and only wish
I comb this sandy beach just for the kiss

A mermaid to dance with me
The mermaid to help me be
I wait by the sea
I stand amongst the waves to feel free

Under blue in search of you
In the sea of blue with tides anew
I will return tomorrow and every other day
If in my search I do not find you today

Someone to Miss

In determining a path of future I admit that I look for someone to miss
When the clock ticks into the New Year I would like just one to kiss
When I come home I seek to see
When I am away I need the feelings inside of me

I look for a compliment behind life's colorful door
A simple stare of adore
I accept not the alone
As I sit upon my throne

If I am king than you shall be queen
We can travel the universe and the stars and what lies in between
When the clocks tick into the new years
When the joys bring such sweet tears

Define My Everlasting Time

The year defines my everlasting time
My feelings of forever lost in the trance called sublime
Gone are the minutes that have passed me by
Longing to sway the ticks have me asking why

Look to my future the past retains its value
Much more than gold it is the light that has the ability to renew
The darkness that is too bold eliminates my furious fever
Bring in the new and the pain will release feelings of never

I am the truth amongst the lie
Growing through strength I chose to deny
Born from a dream hidden in commotion
I choose to free my mind from the confusing emotion

Be to see what I may be
The New Year rings my soul to free
Difference be told amongst nightmares of pain
Pouring in my heart washing in the breath taking rain

Unusual feelings of helplessness
Not too much to ask of the runaway wilderness
Alone I am what I ask myself to be
Once again it is the truth in my life that teases me